MANUUCHIN

So, The Demon's Lexicon is out and there is a feast of awesome going over at marmalade_fish and I can't join because my copy is due sometime in July! It's frustrating because I want to read the spoiler so I can comment but I won't because I want to be really awed.

Dear sumairu ,
It's been 5,6 years since we have known eachother? Your are from a time that's very dear to my heart; the beggining of fandom, blogs, Sakura Card Captors sites, lol-of-msn, my first real english talks...I'm really glad that I got to know you and your cheerfulness. Your kind soul has always made me smile, knowing that you could still maintain peace and rational thoughts confronted with life.

Thank you for the friendship, S+S moments, FMA, pseudo-yaoi talks, blog-world, trying to get me into NEWS(& all there is for Ryo) and just being yourself. I wish, from the bottom of my little heart a very

So...Did I tell you guys I passed my university entrance exam? Well I did it :D! And it's awesome. I started university march the second and I already want vacations, lol. I'm reading lots and lots of stuff. Mainly literature because this semesters it's full with those courses. Not that I don't like, but I get so nervous just thinking about the exams that I know I'll have a hard time doing because I don't really know how to analyze epic works. ahah But it's fun! I'm taking Latin as well and it's awesome *_* I'll apply for french next semester and I was thinking of taking italian. I just hope I get around it all. And when third semester comes, I'll proudly say I'll be majoring in translation.

The people are nice and very different. I guess I'll be getting around my shell. I've already been to parties, got annoyed by teachers, made new friends and really know that I don't know a thing. I guess I was so full of myself for entering that I didn't realize the blow it would be. My ego can't take when my classmates are better than me. Even in english, which I thought I was made of awesome. But I guess that it's ok. I don't mind filling the spaces on education. And my classmates are nice, so I'll let things flow.

On a sided note. I have been obsessing with YA books. It started innocently enough with sarahtales The Demon's Lexicon and now that I've officially watched the debut2009 , I can't seem to stop the need for those books! And it's annoying because I can't keep asking my dad for money to buy books, because my university has a pretty cool library. I know I dramatize more than it's worth, but I doubt he'd allow me to buy all those books. And I can't help myself if I want maderr printed stuff! Now that I know there will be a sequel of sorts to Prisoner, I don't know how I'll manage to get my hands on that. It's been so hard to find anything good tor read that's frustrating (and I won't even start on the dusted Hamlet waiting for me).

Also on debut2009 , cyn2write is giving away her book entitled FAIRY TALE. And I so want it *_*. I know I'm not good with those lucky random drawing, but it's still worth it because spreading good books to read its awesome. The first thing that got my attention about the book was the cover. So yes, I judge a book by it's cover. But you got to admit that it's so pretty and grabs your attention in a second (there's a butterfly! What else could be more awesome? Soubi's butterfly in Loveless?). And fairy. And romance. And once upon a time. AND, hopefully, happy ending! So go and join the contest!

I'll come back with more. Positive thinking for you all ♥!

I could never sum the words to express how much I adore Tinze. It's because of you that I am still here <3

I wish you all the joys the world has to offer. Plenty of NC-17 stuff now that you are legal in Philippines xD Thanks so, so much for all those memories. I might be afar, but I'm still here. \o/ Thank you for the friendship, the yaoi, the ex-hosting, those emails, the fandoms, the want to hug you tight, for being here and being what you are.

ILU. Plenty of years ahead,
from the one that adores you so, manucchin

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ps; really lame (where did my photoshop skills go? what skills?), but...a little something here. <3
ps2; here it's still the 27!

lol I feel silly posting here.

I had plans on posting about christmas and new year and my vacation but the motivation stops me.

I've been lurking and doing positive thinking for my f-list and I hope things turn out well for some of them..

Maybe when I feel better I'll come back and make a real post haha but I'll return on what I do best; commenting on friend's entry. It'll be enough ;D

until then,
hugs

It's amazing. You guys must order it! (And maybe mine too?)

For more info, you can go to  marmalade_fish or to Sarah Rees Brennan official page.

Now that I'm 18, I can;

1. Visit all those fanfic achieves that had pron slash;
2. Start looking for a job;
3. Get a tattoo;
4. Finally start my driving lessons;

It seems that I'm forgetting something buut, those 4 are enough for now xD

On a sided note, my entry on Intoxicated Designs is up! Go read if you are interested. I must say, now that the contest is over, I got my inspiration and I couldn't believe it. I thought so many other scenarios for the original fiction. Sigh. I haven't read the others fiction, but I guess mine wasn't the best. Maybe next time.

On that note, I've been reading original slash fiction on fictionpress.com and I can't believe I missed some good fiction over there. And I recently found maderr works - so I'll only say they are amazing. My favorites are Prisoner, Always there and Sandstorm (@ Amasour).

Not on that note...I'm part of a fansub doing yaoi translation (english/portuguese) and while I love the mangas I translate, it's becoming annoying how different those languages are, specially when we are talking about those sounds. But I still like it. lol

And now that we are there...I'm not trying for Law U again. I did some thinking and I guess I got side tracked on my goals and I was thinking stuff that I though where my own when they were actually people saying to me, expecting things from me. Not that Law doesn't sound appealing, I guess I'll wait until I'm more mature to take such course. So now I'm trying for Languages. Here, it's like...a joke. People who does Languages end up being a teacher and here that is a nono because the pay isn't good. But I want to do professional translation and do my own writing, so then that's the path. If I end up wrong, I'm still young to try other things...

On a sided note totally off the tangent, where is the Jay/Charles in Honeysyn ;___;? Not that it isn't amazing buut I guess I need more patience. Sigh.

Ohh! And JUNJOU comes out on October! *___*

I really need to stop torturing myself.

;___;

Tagged by tinzedesu ~

( MEME )
Hey, introject you bday gift is coming! lol forgive me!
Na sumairu I hope everything is alright! cheers!

FreeRice

I really want my own money, but Brazilian law states that underages can't work (the paying type). And that one is a big problem. You either need to have a family business to work or enslave yourself for less than 100USD (and maybe that would be enough but they don't hire inexperienced or students or underages). Not that my parents doesn't buy what I ask for..But I know I will be denied if I want to buy stuff that they consider silly things.

Take lemontreeparade campaign, or HoneySyn vol1 (PREORDERS ARE UNTIL THE 15TH!! NO - I WANT!) or these KHR! goodies. My family wouldn't understand the need for them. And it pisses me off. I need my money! Sigh.

Intoxicated Designs contest (JOIN!) has been extended 'till August and I really want to improve the crappy original one-shot, but motivation won't appear. And I need a beta for it. Shit. If someone would so kindly push me in the right direction?

I was browsing around and found myself in a hosting page and it suddenly felt so nostalgic. LJ is awesome (besides the headache of not knowing how to code a layout) but suddenly I really want to have my blog back with the affiliates and the layout and the random day-to-day posts. I know LJ is just like that, but I guess I feel more comfortable on domain? lol now that's a thing to ponder..The blogging community is no more. And my life is not something people would want to read...Maybe I'll have a writting/blogging thing. What am I doing? *sigh*

That aside did you guys know Inu-yasha is finally over? I stopped around vol20 but couldn't help myself and read the last chapter - and I'm really glad that I stopped. It was awesome to read about youkais, shikon-no-tama, dead souls, etc but it would have been better if the thing didn't go on forever. Is there someone who still reads it?

Tomorrow I'm starting my 2h of math tutoring. I can't believe it. I would have liked to keep 'tutoring' out of my life (along with math), but I better get around it because I really need the math points on the university exam. Damn ;__;. I really don't like to ask for people for help (my ego won't allow it).

What I really loved about Kingdom Hearts (besides Riku)  was the legend of the paopu (and at that time I didn't even looked at the yaoi undertone that was Riku/Sora). And some years ago when I found paopu-fruit.org I couldn't contain my squeal - the name of the domain was so special that I kept stalking the site. I mean, the name was something I appreciated in the game and the webmistress like Riku as well, so what was there not to love? Some time ago, I stopped because I wanted to return when Riku Project was done and when I looked for it today I found that PF.org had changed. Lol I know it shouldn't be of my concern but I really loved the sound of the domain name and I loved to see her layouts (not that I won't see them on the new domain)... I love when sites managed to have the paopu portraited on the layout (like Protege-moi network) and it was even better when Riku and Sora appeared. Note to self; design something with them.

On another topic, fanfics like Pet Project should be illegal. I mean, it's Hermione/Serverus - the same Hermione that belongs to Ron and the Serverus that belongs to Harry(/Remus/Sirius/Lucius?). The fanfic is amazing and addictive and should be banned. I wish I didn't find it because I can't wait to read more. You guys go and read it. Forget that Hermione belongs to Ron, or that there is no relation to book 6/7, and all that. Snape is so IC that you will scream when you reach the last update, the plot is so well done that you will want to burn your original book, you will also want to hug Ron to death and kick Harry to the next world, and you will also see Snape in a different light if you had a dislike for him (and you'll start to approve of S.N.O.R.T). The only downside is that you'll need to suffer with the rest of the fanatics until it's updated. But it's so worth it! That done: read it.

Forget my exam today (shit I almost don't want to go *panic mode on*).

I NEED HONEYSYN VOLUME 1!!!! How come I don't have paypal?? And shit even if I did what would I tell my parents when they decide to read it('cause I have my house obsessed with manga)? And they kind of don't know I ship yaoi? SHIT. 


I want it so bad ;___;

TOMORROW IS MY UNIVERSITY ENTRANCE EXAM.

THINK POSITIVE, PLEASE?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

sumairu!!  

 

I wish you the best! This must be the lamest gift you'll receive for your 19th birthday - I'll definetly buy you something next year, or christmas! You won't believe what I found while looking for this image! Syaoran Bear's Corner! Remember this? lol it's been a while for this fandom, hu? It's been 3+ years that I've known you ('cause you know, that's the amount of time I've been stalking you and your SCC shrine), and I can happily say that I ♥ you and our friendship very much!

( Rants under the amazing thing that is a cut )

Right, so the grand opening of this lj! Thanks so much for the awesome tinzedesu  , for the support and incentive to post this up! Heart you so. I might want to warn that this will be mostly rants, because my life is a little dull right now ;D.

On the rant topic...My husband must be Ryo (NEWS/kanjani8) must have Ryo's sexy smile. When I first saw him in a PV I was amazed with his smile and so that begins my fangirl moments every time I saw him. When tinzedesu   had a layout with him I couldn't stop the drool because it's so sexy and awesome and cute *sigh*. The thing is, I don't know much of NEWS/JE-fandom (lol some people are converting me) but yeah, I'd turn into a avid listener just to hear his voice and watch him on the pvs..

Maybe I'll find someone with his smile? Seeing I can't have him, I must find a double.

The layout was coded by awesome Ticchan. It's amazing how she understands the complex lj coding. Featuring Katekyo Hitman Reborn! the crackiest animanga ever. You must read it. Thanks so much, Ticchan - you are made of awesome.

tinzedesu  tinzedesu  tinzedesu 

Just cause you are my love. Thanks again.